Life.

Life is beautiful, take it is it comes and follow your heart. My life has been crazy the last couple of months not knowing where God wants me. I have finally realized and started to make decisions in the right direction, or at least I hope so. Lessen confusion, objective number 1. Chris. Chris and I have been trying to figure out where we should be, what we should do, no more going back and forth. After spending a couple of weekends together we have decided it is time to move on with our lives. After spending 6 years with someone and all that has happened the past few months it is hard to move on. But for now we have left everything on really good terms and can be honest about our feelings. This is what I have wanted for months. We will be friends. We plan on still hanging out. We will see where our lives go. I have no regrets of the past 6 years of my life. I have grown so much and am working on furthering my relationship with God, I am not ready to be in any relationship until my heart is prepared by God to be in one.  I will always love Christopher. He was my first love and taught me so much about life. Whether I am to be in love with him for the rest of my life, that I don't know. But I do know that God has a plan for my life and his. If we both listen to our hearts and to what God is telling us I know that we will go down the right paths. 

 

 THEN

 NOW